LUCKY!!!
Lucky tat wat i can say abt mi..Haha..I having another so called "long weekend" during my book for 2 weeks in a row..yup..I booked out yst at 11.15am.Think was the first batch of the green men to take the ferry back to mainland.Had lunch with my bunk mates at mac den went to collect my new specs b4 heading home.Had dinner at home b4 joining meeting up with Kel.We went to shop ard for some stuffs for the kids for this sat event.Haha..We gonan be Aces Santa Claus tomor liao..Later in the evening, we met up with Don to have dinner at Tiong Bahru market b4 heading to Holiday Inn Atrium to prepare for sat event.Gav joined us abt later part of the nite for supper.Poor Gavian..He only get to book out at 8pm.Damnn sian.
For this week in the camp, days in there was much better prob due to the fact tat we only need to be there for 4 days b4 book out.But sadly that frm next week onwards, I will be only able to book out on sat.By the time I reached home, it will be in the evening liao..Gonna have less time to spend with my frens and family..sigh!!Anyway, nothing much happened over the week there..the same old usual routine..However yst my buddy reported sick due to chest pain den i have to cover his role as the platoon In-Charge (IC) for that day.It was such a concidence that when i took over, there was order given for stand by area inspection.So i have to rush my platoon mates to clean up the bunk, change into their uniform etc..basically oversee everything.
Actually, i do not have the intention or the urge to become any IC or wad. Frens ard mi who know mi quite well, will be suprised cos i used to be a person who love to be in control, taking the lead and organise stuffs howver not in army.My aim is to go into Officer Cadet School (OCS) and pple who have taken the role of IC will def have more opportunities for the instructors to access their performance based on their leadership qualities during tat period. But somehow I feel like slacking..not in the sense of skipping trainings this n that but in the way i be the quieter ones following ard, doing wat i have been told.Have been doing lots of thinking the past few days and realised that is not my usual self where i will take the lead.Jus now in the morning, my lecture mate knocked some sense into mi..talking abt that i have a good chance of getting into OCS while others really want to go into OCS badly but they didn't have a chance.Worse still, unexpected pple actually got into OCS while the expected one didn't..which is quite disappointing.
This spurred mi to do some soul-searching and thinking..but seems like getting no where...Jus feeling moody and dun feel like doing anything..Even mi also dunno why...But anyway, see how's it goes...Shall sign off frm here..anyway now blogging frm Kel's hse..Slacking there as usual..hahah...Buaiz!!!
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