Will be booking in 4 hrs time..the earliest timing i ever had since frm the first book in..Yup.Starting my 7 days field camp tomor...Feeling sucky abt it.Wat worse i'm down with tekong cough...sian..I will blog happenings on both this n next week when i back on Mon nite. Quite moody now....
Climbing The Walls (Backstreet Boys)
Close your eyes, make a wish This could last forever If only you could stay with me, now So, tell me what it is that keeps us from each other, now Yeah, its coming to get me You re under my skin
No, I can t ever let you go You re a part of me, now Caught by the taste of your kiss And I don t wanna know the reason why I can t stay forever like this Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
Take my hand, take my life Just don t take forever And let me feel your pain kept inside There s gotta be a way you and I together, now Yeah, it s coming to get me
No, I can t ever let you go You re a part of me, now Caught by the taste of your kiss And I don t wanna know the reason why I can t stay forever like this Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
It s an illusion how can I feel this way (If I can t have you) It s an illusion nothing is real this way
No, I can t let you go You re a part of me, now Caught by the taste of your kiss And I don t want to know The reason why I can t stay forever like this Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
I can t let you go no And I don t wanna know the reason why I can t stay forever like this Now, I m climbing the walls cause I miss you
SuDdEn ChAnGes
Over the week, there were some significant changes to my life in camp.Be it during my admin time up in the bunk,b4 lights off, during training and all these had affected mi in one way or so.
Two days ago, there a change in the platoon IC. My bunkmate Guna, was asked to take over my role after being the Platoon IC for a week more.Longer than the first two Platoon ICs.Some of my platoon mates thought it has been abt two weeks more.Haha...That shows how slow time flies in Tekong.After stepping down, I felt much more relieved and carefree.However, I was not used to it in the beginning.Getting my mates down to fall in time, checking strength, etc. became a routine.Anyway, i'm now happy and relieved.
Had a early book out this week.Suppose to be yst noon but somehow they managed to release us on fri nite.So another long weekend but a quiet one. Don and kel went on cruise.Haha..They jus came back and seems like they have so much fun on the ship.YEah...It's time for them to take a good break after working or studying so hard.Went to catch a movie with few of my bunk mates Jinnah,Jun Quan, Ben & Darius.Jun Quan & Ben brought their girlfriends along.Two sweet couples..hahah...Deuce Bigalow.It was a funny and lame show.Aft tat, Jun Quan drove us to Newton to have supper.7 of us have to squeeze in the car, with 5 pple at the back seat of the car.Unbelievable rite?hahah...Anyway, thanks Jun Quan for the ride.
Beside wacking balls with Gavian yst nite, I was sleeping the whole day or playing games. Catching up the sleep that i need which i could not have done in camp.Think later i gonna take a nap again..hahah...I shall sign off frm here....

SECTION 2 MATES : Darius, Jinnah & Mi Ben & Jun Quan
EACH ENDING HAS A NEW BEGINNING!!
Well...the Physical Training Phase (PTP) has jus ended last fri..and the BMT phase is starting offically tomor..."EACH ENDING HAS A NEW BEGINING" A meaningful phase which helps pple to move forward, drive them to move on.The week in camp was alright..had 2 tests..Classification of M16 rifle and the Individual Marksmanship Training (IMT) where one will go into this big dark chamber and get to shoot using the rifle.Well, it's computerised not the live range. Was quite happy with my grouping size of my shots..Hope to get a marksman award when the live range comes along.Anyway, I was confirmed as a new platoon IC as my buddy was down with chest pain and fever.
Over the week,things get more happening. Theft cases starting to happen..One guy was caught stealing someone camouflage trouser but he refused to admit though evidences were against him.My bunk mate lost his mp3 player.More takan sessions coming up with more fieldpack inspections, carrying out orders within short frame of time givem n etc.Seems like during the BMT phase, more of these stuffs will be coming along the way. People ard have the fear of taking up the role of the platoon IC. Rushing against time to check strength, gather everybody on time, ensure everybody do the right things, to be the first person to kanna "fu*ked" up side down n etc. Truthfully, i do feel the stress level and i feel some uncertainties coming along the way as time passes.In the sense, any more takan treatment coming up along the way, etc..I'm still adjusting myself to overcome all these fears and stress and seems like i'm coping fine with it.My bunk mates, buddies, other platoon mates gave mi encouragement, support n etc which keeps mi going on.Really thank them alot and without them, i don't think i have pull through tat week.
Well apart frm life in camp, booked out yst morning and had dinner with my family den meet up wif the Xero 4 gang. Went to catch a movie "Goal". It was most meaningful movie i ever watch in my life. It's abt this guy Santiago harbors the dream of being a professional footballer. However, living in the Barrios section of Los Angeles, he thinks it is only that--a dream. Until, one day an extraordinary turn of events has him trying out for Premiership club Newcastle United. It's the whole process of going through so many ups and down which then he managed to achieve what he wanted.Aft that we went to whacked balls and supper.Catch up alot wif them and been with them has never fail to lighten up my mood.
Jus now, something make mi realised that there are some things in life are not meant for us.It's good to be frank and truthful so as to prevent further misunderstandings frm building up which could led to a loss of something valuable, e.g friendship which i valued greatly.Decisions are made and mutual understanding is developed. Total avoidance is indeed a great hinderence to the process of healing.Lastly communication is key thing to everything..I shall sign off frm here...Buaiz pple
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